The scale and I are not friends.  We have a hate/hate relationship.  Pretty much always, but especially since I have gained, and subsequently lost some weight.  Problem is, it's not enough, so I just stopped looking.  Dave is very nice about saying I look skinny, but he always thinks I should see how much I weigh because he thinks I'd be happy to see a smaller number.  Problem is, it's usually NEVER smaller.  So, I just don't weigh.  
This weekend, however, I decided I was going to see if I could fit my fat ass into a pair of jeans that I hadn't tried to put on in over a year.  My favorite jeans with the entire right knee perfectly blown out.  So, I laid them on the bed, looked at them, walked away, came back, and walked away again completely afraid of failure to fit.  So, I waited until Dave was in the shower to try them on.  After all, I did not want to have any spectators at my failure party!  So, I shimmied them up past the thighs, over the hips, and over the ass.  And, they buttoned!  And I wasn't dying to breathe!!!  Success, right!!  Dave got out of the shower, saw my accomplishment and said, did you weigh??  Ummm, nope!  Not that brave.
But today I did, and I'm up 2 pounds.  But do the pounds really matter?  I am at a healthy weight for my medium framed, 5'9 body.  And my favorite jeans fit again.  :)
I did get to thinking though... If my lbs were like money, I would only weigh like 90 £s, and what a difference that WOULD make!!!  
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